But on the other hand, i don't think that there's only fate, destiny, destination and nothing more. No, i guess there's such thing as accident. Hey, i'm truly confused...

I'm so glad that i studied at school (and i miss it already, yeap). When i was in the 9th or 10th grade we were learning Lermontov. I really think he's an amazing writer. I probably love him better than Pushkin cuz Pushkin is adored by everybody and i dont wanna be like all (i know, it's stupid).

So, Lermontov wrote a great novel Hero of Our Time. As for me, i'm sure that i'm too young to understand it (and i actually don't get it) But one of parts called "Fatalist". It's about a guy who sincerely believed in fate. I don't think it would be interesting if i retell you all this chapter, that's why i wanna tell only about the end of the novel: Fatalist was very self-confident and when a drunk soldier has gone he became his accidental victim. He died...

Oh, i'm very-very sorry but i can't tell what i think in English. Actually i can't do this in Russian... just read it please. Only one thought i can say is if you believe in God, fate, etc. it's not bad but you really need to believe in yourself. There's no need to be afraid of death cuz eventually it will definitely happen to all of us.